hi :)
its 10:51am around here, and im sitting warm and toasty sipping coffee in my room. bob dylan plays on my ibook, solely because im experiencing a major lack of cds. on second thought, im evicting dylan right now, i’d rather listen to my cheesy itunes collection looped over and again heh.
so its been exactly a week, and im still alive, with internet connection to boot! apologies for not updating sooner, and thanks for all the well-wishes, all the enquiries of concern ;) living in halls really means you have to fork out time for yourself, and choose privacy over the hundred-aound-one events going on (yes even here – land of swans and drunk ducks!).
so what have i been up to! (i wrote the following last night :P)
just back from a jazz music thing with the seniors and a couple of sg freshers at another hall’s jcr – honestly though, i was shouting over the music rather than sitting back and sipping bubbly. intriguing conversation with a philo student about the module on skepticism, and as all philo conversations go, the ruminations inevitably left us scratching our chins. my toes froze while trooping back to james, and i dreamt of enveloping warmth.
met up with my replacement supervising tutor, as well as seminar tutor today. first essay due week three! and its poetry for next week sigh. im the sole asian student in my tutorial group, the sole international student in my flat, save for a mature norwagian student. the first night at the james college welcome reception buffet wasnt too good – ended up hanging with a singaporean friend.
my house mates and course mates are so incredibly friendly though! i was more than a little apprehensive when our tutor assigned us partners to work with on a poetry assignment-my partner looked intimidating!-but it turned out just fine in the end :)
i cannot explain how comforting it feels to hang with singaporeans now; a group of us had a curry dinner at someone’s flat last night – there was rice, there was singlish, there was ease, and there was warmth in that little flat shielded against biting winds. and on the way back, we walked past the goodricke bar’s Playboy mansion party that was going on – girls with bunny ears, couple of guys in drag suits, blaring loud music – and i wondered why no vein in me wanted to strap on the bunny ears and head on in.
well, maybe its not good enough. haha doesnt match up to good old-school bonding, where you can get past the preliminary ‘which college?’ ‘which block?’ ‘where from?’ “which course?’ ‘oh i know a guy in the same course/flat/block!’ and actually chat your interetsts.
(last night’s comments stopped there. i got too tired and fell asleep on my very zen bed cover quilt.)
so anyway, the zen is hardly depressing. haha but maybe only because i decided to brighten up the room with several touches of pink. i bought this electric pink heart-shaped pnk rug, i decorated the borders of my notice board in pink, glossy wrapping paper, and my flatmate (nice of her right) gave me this string of little pink lights to hang in my room! to redeem myself from bimbohood though, the book shelf is now full, thanks to the crazy amounts i spent on second-hand books since reaching campus.
till next time :)