pseudo-making it.

By gurlnterrupted

ive almost never stopped watching a House episode just to check out the lyrics/ title of the song playing in the background, but this new alanis morissette one simply grabbed me.

Not As We (Alanis Morissette)

Day one, day one
Start over again
Step one, step one
I’m barely making sense
For now I’m faking it
‘Til I’m psuedo-making it
From scratch, begin again

Sadly, money doesnt talk all the time; iTunes hasnt started carrying it :x but hey, my new favourite song in a long time; and its about time i had a new favourite song.

Its demoralizing, and ironically, meta-encouraging, to realize that every day is a Day One. In one sense, it’s another day one because the previous day had not worked out; in another sense, hey (!) it’s another day one because your spirit has survived all those previous blasted tries. You live on a ‘I try, therefore I am’ manifesto, and  try your damned hardest to convince yourself that the sheer attempts are enough proof that you are heading in the right direction.

But if your actions dont speak your desire, what will?

One Response to “pseudo-making it.”

  1. chris Says:

    never reply my email! :( i command thee, go forth and check your gmail now. :)

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