Being good.

Back home once again to thrash it out outside of the four walls where i’ve spent the last three weeks. Home once again to see the words ‘be good’ written on my whiteboard more than a month ago.

I toyed with the idea of setting up a recovery blog at a new address/site. But a concoction of sentimentality and narcissism dispensed that idea and here i am, back at good ol’ wordpress. additionally, here’s a resolution to keep posting regularly – for accountability’s sake, ‘regularly’ connotes posting minimally thrice a week. I need to get back to writing and putting pen to paper, thoughts to site.

Anyway, why delay the news of the day – I’m discharged! (in other news, iPhone 4s has been released today in Singapore.)

And at a much higher weight than I’ve been in ages. I’m nervous, honestly, about being outside of the four walls and free from the scrutiny of people in white telling me to scrape my plates clean, to eat up the last morsel of food placed in front of me. I’m nervous about tumbling, tripping, sliding back down to square one in terms of eating; hence the feeling that I need to be accountable somewhere – even if it means posting my intake online to faceless readers.

So for today:
Breakfast: Muffins (1 Banana and 1 oatmeal), Resource 2.0, Yakult, coffee with sugar and milk
Lunch: Kai See (Shredded chicken) Hor Fun, Banana
Tea: Half a packet of Lakerol sweets, apple
Dinner: Mushroom (with pork ribs sauce) Hor Fun
Supper: Crackers (alot)

Yes I’m having supper and will be alright with it, regardless of what supper is. It’s only 8.17 pm but I’m beat. Dinner was awkward what with the post-meal parental supervision. But that’s a rant for another day.